urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apatheticmfer apatheticmfer apatheticmfer 2009-07-13T22:17:31Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apatheticmfer:1855 2009-07-13T22:17:31Z 2009-07-13T22:17:31Z Another Battle of The High Flyers <br /><br />A.j. Styles vs John Morrison urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apatheticmfer:1630 2008-08-29T05:14:08Z 2008-08-29T05:14:08Z during the booker t segment anyone notice the screen splice urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apatheticmfer:1295 2007-08-05T06:43:56Z 2007-08-05T06:43:56Z so i havent wrote an entry hear in a long time but its my only safe place to say this ..... i cant stand ethan anymore hes getting on my nerves he lies entirely to much shit i just want him to stay away urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apatheticmfer:1210 2006-01-01T06:42:54Z 2006-01-01T06:42:54Z i havent done this in a while and im not goin to anymore i just have on last thing to say read please or my thoughts would be useless <br /><br /><br />this is so long no one going to read it most likely but i have to rant now <br /><br /> READ THIS FUCKERS<br /><br />im fuckin pissed and ethan isnt here so i cant take it out on him like i uasually do because thats the type of fucking prick i am and dont think im not a prick take a look at the list of people ive hurt the last year you all know who theyare so i dont fucking feel the need to fucking mention them right fuck ing now and god knows there going to be a hell of alot more you most likely will be on of them because i hurt those who i care about the person i care the most about is ethan and i hurt him every fucking day so dont think you are safe because this year is different im not a pimp im not a clown i am matt i no longer will degrade myself to make others laugh anyway maybe its the nurmorous pills ive taken or the large quantity of lioquor i have consumed but im intererly paranoids right now if you care for someone tell them damnit children come on lifes fucking short and i doubt im going to be around much longer anyways considering the habits i have eating and living im not healthy ok not in the mind or in the body and for hell sure not in the soul i really have no idea were all this shit is comin from but what ever dont act a way to make others happy dont tell someone somthing to make them happy dont do something to make others happy live for yourselfs ok god bless it be nice and shit but dont do things just because your lonely and confused dont fall for someone just because they like you dont live like i have in thwe past ok no one worry im not killing myself or anything im just cleansing myself of all the thoughts ive been holding back god be true to yourselfs and others ok i know thats cliche but its true live life long enough and you figure that out <br /><br />bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apatheticmfer:883 2005-11-26T23:22:34Z 2005-11-26T23:22:34Z <div style="font:bold 11px verdana"><h1 style="font:bold 13px;display:inline">Watch Video:</h1><a class="hov" style="display:block;width:300px;border:solid 2px black;padding:5px" href="http://www.videocodezone.com/videos/g/green_day/jesus_of_suburbia_long_version.html" target="_blank">JESUS OF SUBURBIA (LONG VERSION) (Green Day)<p>Invalid video URL.</a><p style="margin:3px 0px"><a href="http://www.videocodezone.com/">Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com</a></p></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apatheticmfer:514 2005-11-24T16:11:02Z 2005-11-27T06:17:18Z i have a new girlfriend i am now going out with jessica who i really really like urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:apatheticmfer:451 2005-11-22T04:13:19Z 2005-11-22T04:13:19Z i m lost in a world that i cant take <br />im lost in a place i dont appreciate <br />i dont know why i ever cried<br />cause you wouldnt of if i died <br />i dont have a reason or a place <br />i might end it all with some arsenic and lace<br />trust me you dont care<br />trust me i wont be there <br />you lost your chance <br />because ive expierenced the death of romance <br />you told me you loved me and it was a lie <br />all i have left to say is goodbye